“Let me smile. Let me frown. Let me see. Let me taste. Let me listen. Let me forget. Let me fuck up. Let me love. Let me die. Let me do this so I can live.”
“I’m always tired, but I’m always thinking. Maybe thinking of what I don’t have, maybe thinking of what I don’t need. With time everything changes, not a whole lot is left of the past. Mostly just a body. But I won’t forget… I’ll remember like I remember dreams. But as I sleep less I’ll dream less. Pretty soon all I’ll have left are memories. Memories of amazing times, with amazing people. Memories of living high, and dying low. I can’t see myself at 30. That doesn’t really scare me anymore because I’ve found “clarity” in my life through music. And that gives me hope. Hope that people can change. Hope that people can grow up. Hope that with all the differences in our lives, people can come together and notice something beautiful, and real. Hope that every day can be an amazing day.” - Garrett Nickelsen
“I hate fake smiles in pictures because it’s not real. You are faking a moment of time so that you remember it as a happy one. Why not remember the time how it really was? It’s not that I’m a sad person, but if you’re going to capture a real moment of time, you should randomly take pictures. I like it better that way at least…”
The World is FUCKING Crazy. it’s so weird to think when you die how fast you fade away…. people will think of you for a little while but after a couple months you are almost gone from peoples thoughts on a normal basis. they stop thinking about you and move on. it’s not a bad thing it’s just life. you live. you die. and you’re forgotten. i don’t know if that makes any sense to any one else but i don’t really care cause it’s my blog haha. so live life how you want, not how your friends want, not how your parents want, but how you want….. cause at the end maybe those people won’t forget you.
Time… that’s what fucks it up. If you had an infinite amount of time you could fix everything. the old car your dad bought you, the girl who got away, the environment, fuck maybe just a hole in your pants. But the fact is we only have “this” amount of time. (70 years or somthing like that, i’m sorry if that’s off… like really sorry… really fucking sorry…. fucking… sorry… weird) We can’t fit it all in. We can’t see it all. We can’t feel it all. We can’t taste it all. I just hope once you feel something worth dying for.
stop taking advantage of the things you have. as easy as it can be found, it can disappear. people need to start holding on to things better. with life so fast paced these days one bad thing comes along and you’re gone. people work way too hard for everything to be here and gone so quickly. i’ve giving up everything that is me for you. so hold a little tighter so you know what love feels like.
im just throwing this out there what if there is only one person for everyone. but you choose to go a different path then that person… you could lose them. i feel like that is more realistic. if your suppose to be together it will happen is kinda bullshit.. if you NEED that person enough you will be with them. but lets say you meet that one person and you dont stay together. you could just go on leaving your life with someone else and it would probably be just as good… who knows.
so im not a big believer in everything happens for a reason but damn life is great. couldnt be more happy. when you think your life falls off the deep end it always makes it back i dont know how sometimes but it does. just keep living HA! seems like the smart thing to do atleast…
well i really hope everyone is doing well cause life is fun be happy and have a good time, dont get upset or mad over little things cause its just a big waste of time it gets you no where. So Live Happy cause life is truly all you got and if you think that is deppressing then think of life a little bit more and it will come to you :)
people really need to learn how to love what they have and not just walk around feeling sorry for them selves. so for those of you out there who feel like that WAKE UP! and be happy.
does anyone ever have moments where you’re just sitting back looking at your group of friends having a good time and time seems slow. with everyone smiling and in that one second everyone happy. it’s kinda like it doesn’t matter what’s happening outside that room. it just makes me happy that not all hope is gone. don’t take granted of friends or even moments like that because its not often when that happens. friends are awesome! hahah
i wish i was METAL.
METAL bands rock hard.
i want to be METAL so i can rock hard.
like guitar hero hard.
when you are little and afraid of the things in your closet, are you more afraid of dying? or afraid of actually seeing the monster or whatever you’re thinking is in that closet?
“how’s it gonna be when you dont know me?” yeah you. i’m still alive. things can change quick these days. you might want to hold on to some part of me so someday you can see me again.
